getting to be too much

 

                   TUESDAY10/5/22 4:45PM--My Mind is nearly overloaded with Medical appointments and procedures. Luckily I 'm planning to go to an open mic in Severna Park tomorrow. I hope that will make me feel better. In the meantime, I've been wrestling with bill paying for the past hour or so; I'm tired.
6:47PM--I'm excited but growing nervous about the O.M. in Severna Park.
8:02PM--I think I'm gonna be busy doing stuff in and around the house; but I REALLY wanna spend some time with Butterscotch before I leave for the open mic. Getting QUITE nervous about it. Maybe that  will be my last public performance. I told SueEl I was hanging up my guitar strap...I wish I had used those words, but I didn't. In Photo news, I should be getting Ten 5x7 frames from Amazon tomorrow; that may the beginning of my Life as a Photographer, even though I've been doing it semi-seriously since I think the 80s. 
 WEDNESDAY 10/6/22 7:30AM--another day of being busy--UGH. I'm gonna make a list, hopefully I'll be back. 
 7:43AM--had breakfast, made a "to do" list...
10:00AM--much of the "to do" list is done--not all of it, but lots of it. Dealing with the boxes was a Gov't Project, so now it's break time. I'll go back to work after Lunch. Hoping to work on the Musical stuff after my attempted nap. Time to take my meds. Lunch will be a bit early, as will dinner. Meds done.  
I'm  expecting to go get Muzzy around 3PM or so. And hopefully I'll get the Musical stuff taken care of as well, after I bring her home.
12:25PM--getting more nervous by the minute...
4:29PM--pretty damn nervous...probably won't get to warm up much, unless I do it now.
4:42PM-basically, I didn't warm up--I TUNED up, but that's not the same. I'm struggling with who/what I should be. I WANT to be laid back, but I don't quite know how to do that. I always end up being gregarious and outgoing; I guess that's who I am. And my Mind is nearly in overload wondering who from my past I might run into, if anybody. THAT'S what's gnawing at me.


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