Tomorrow is likely gonna be a busy day

 


        TUESDAY 9/13/22 9:26AM--much to my displeasure, the cleaners are coming  on Thursday. So I've got all day tomorrow to get ready.
    Last night I dreamt that Ray and me and SueEl (!) were on a way to a gig deep in Southern MD. On the way to the gig we stopped at a bar to check out a band. SueEl made an attempt to kinda join in. It didn't go well.
   11:12AM--I found out I DO have a Dr.'s appointment Thursday morning. I just need to find out what kind of Doctor she (?) is. At least I know where and when the appointment is.
   5:09PM--scrolling thru fakebook when I spotted a post by a "friend" of mine inviting FOURTEEN of our mutual "friends" to his house for an open mic tomorrow evening. It’s scheduled the last from seven until 10 PM. I guess he forgot to invite me. It's wonderful to feel wanted, so I've been told. I think it's the last straw.
         5:25PM--I would say this marks the beginning of the end of my musical career. Looks like my last public performance for the foreseeable future will be with Ray a week from tonight. I hope to be playing Butterscotch at that gig. No matter how much room I DON'T have at BB. This Saturday I'll be playing acoustically with Ray; That's not what *I* would like to do, but I'M not in charge. Am I ever?
  5:44PM--And seeing other's photos makes me realize I'm no photographer...So how long did that infatuation last? And is it totally over? How would *I* know? I suspect I've been trying too hard; maybe I'll just take a break for awhile. 
6:47PM--this morning I was looking forward to my 2nd visit in a row to Hershey's for the Karaoke session. Now I think I'd rather stay home-so I will. But it hurts, whether it should or not.
7:53PM--I belatedly remember how small Galway Bay is--acoustic seems to be the only choice.
10:12PM--I think I finally figured out what's causing the roomie to act the way she has been lately. I dunno for sure, but maybe it's menopause.
11:20PM--taking the Trazodone now. Planning to go to bed at Midnight...feeling miserable...maybe the worst thing about feeling like this is thinking that no one cares. And so what if I wasted 50+ years playing Music? Happens all the time right?


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