I don't wanna live anymore...

 

     THURSDAY 3/31/22 6:38PM--suddenly I owe the roomie $250 dollars--*I* think that's a bit much, but I'M not in charge of my Life. I just do what I'm told.From $975 to $605 in one day.*
    Actually, I don't wanna live anymore. It may be mostly (or all) my fault, but my Life has not gone the way I wanted it to--not even close. And there's not one effin' thing I can do about it, that I know of.
7:45PM--As I've become fond of saying, bedtime can't come soon enough.
11:40PM--I'm hoping two Trazodones WON'T become the new normal...Gonna try to go to bed now.
FRIDAY 4/1/22 12:15PM--Well I got the groceries and the Dog. And I went to Safeway and got some real cheese--I deserve a treat IMO. I think we're going to Verizon after Dianne gets off work. I need to get my old phone turned completely off and Dianne wants to exchange her new one for a smaller/lighter one.Tomorrow morning we're going to a rummage sale in Poolesville.
5:15PM--No, it's the monthly flea market in Gtown. I hope the weather is good.

*I kinda sorta forgot about the cost of my new iPhone--only the Universe knows when it will be paid for.

5:53PM-so now we’re at Verizon – again. Let’s see how long it takes until we leave. I had half a cheese and bologna sandwich about an hour ago, roughly. That should hold me until we actually eat dinner, whenever and wherever that may be.|
Because the Gtown flea market is tomorrow, I have to get up tomorrow morning at 7 AM which means I need to be in bed before midnight, whether I’m ready for bed or not.
6:22PM-IF Dianne decides to keep her new Apple Watch I THINK  I will inherit her Fitbit which I believe is the most recent model. According to Dianne it does lots of stuff, and you can install apps that do even more things. We’ll see.
6:40PM-I THINK we’ll be home by 9:00-maybe…I confess I’m excited about possibly getting a FitBit. As I recall it’s an Android product…I’m OK with that, I think.
7:07PM-we might NOT be home by 9PM, but I dunno why.
10:00PM--so we finally FINALLY got home about 15 minutes ago.
SATURDAY 4/2/22 7:02AM--I've been up since before 5AM, which means that by the time we get back from the flea market I'll be more than ready for a nap.
11:15AM--we've been back home for awhile...
11:35AM--Dianne's Lunch companion is here; I'll have Lunch when they leave, which I hope will be soon. Dianne is gonna use the Fit Bit until she gets to know her Apple Watch a LOT better--she doesn't know it at all yet. Like I dunno the Fit Bit. I AM charging it; that counts for something.
12:05PM--I think maybe I might have learned how to adjust the depth of focus on my new iPhone camera.Unless I just jinxed it.
12:34PM--I THINK my new iPhone recharges a bit slower, at least when charging it thru the laptop.
1:07PM--I suspect naptime will be late--Lunch certainly was.Tonight's Dinner? I dunno what it will be, but there's time to think about it.
2:02PM--after naptime, I might have a lot of work to do gathering up clothing to be donated--tomorrow.
5:30PM--I may change my Mind, but (for now) I'm keeping most of the clothing I should donate. I hope to go to Safeway in the morning and get some boxes, mostly for the books. I do wanna get rid of some of my t-shirts; we'll see how THAT goes.
    For not the first (nor the last) time, I'm finding Fakebook to be an inhospitable environment. Maybe I should compile a list of "People that I thought were my Friends, but aren't." I know it's gonna hurt, but I might do it anyway.
      I feel like I've got too much on my Mind--iPhones, Fit Bits,trading in an amp to buy a guitar...attempting to downsize the amount of stuff I have, specifically books and some t-shirts.
5:56PM--I just closed my Fakebook page to EVERYBODY...I know how to get in touch with the people I wanna be in touch with. The current title of this entry still applies, BTW.
8:33PM--spoke to SueEl briefly...I THINK we're shooting for Monday, but I think Thursday is out. If Lou can't (or doesn't wanna) go out, I just might go to Bippy's Pub by myself.
      I dunno who's playing where next week--the Crimestoppers are at the OTWC tonight. I kinda wish I had gone, but they fit the category that I alluded to earlier.
9:13PM--I'm wearing my Fit Bit. I'm just using it to tell me the time and the Date--I don't EVEN know how to make it do anything else. Maybe someday I will.

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