Finally, but...

 

      FRIDAY 2/4/22 6:20PM--I finally made one of the many appointments I'm supposed to make--this one with Dr Lahr...What HE doesn't yet know is that I hope to add podiatry procedures to the same visit. The appointment is next Wednesday@ 10AM. I will call his office on Monday  and attempt to modify the original agenda.
7:14PM--had a brief but strong dizzy spell...which made me think "now what?" That was about a half an hour ago; and I feel OK now. I don't feel like a million bucks, I just feel the same way I've felt all day--which is not great, but okay...
         SATURDAY 2/5/22 12:30PM--Being on Flakebook is very disappointing to me. I can't count on TWO hands how many "friends" I don't hear from...and actually doing that would REALLY bring me down anyway. My roomate and I can go back and forth as long as we want to, playing the "They should, well YOU should" game. As in "Why doesn't __________ contact me?" And SHE says why don't you contact them? Then *I* say "Why don't they contact ME..." And then she says...well, you get the picture, doncha? If I let it, it will make me very sad.
3:42PM--according to my latest findings, I have $5500 on my Synchrony Bank credit card, but I THINK it can only be used to buy Musical instruments (from Litz exclusively?) and I'm not planning on buying anymore Music stuff...getting ready to go to CVS to (probably) lose an argument with them regarding my Blood Sugar equipment...oh boy.
4:17PM--and now I can't FIND any of the fucking stuff...Whoever or Whatever ya call that which controls EVERYTHING is f**king with me; I wish I knew what I did to deserve it, but I don't...

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