the waiting IS the hardest part

 

        THURSDAY 12/23/21 8:25AM--heatd from Richard, they will be holding auditions in January...they are "going forward" as a trio. I assume they're gonna play Hershey's that way.
           As for Dianne, still no word on the second test...She still has a headache, but at least we know what's NOT causing that...As for me, I feel the same as always...It may be a gamble, but I really wanna go out tonight.
11:26AM--still no word on the 2nd test...*I* feel OK.
11:46AM--the clean dishes have been put away, the dirty stuff is in the washer...My dirty laundry is halfway to the basement...I have to bring the stomp boxes upstairs from the basement anyway...and even though I just got back from the pharmacy, I'll have to go again later.
 3:52PM--turns out I don't have to go to the pharmacy...I DO have to go to the Bank and get some cash...Dunno what I'm gonna do about dinner, I'm thinking Wendy's. Hoping to leave at 6PM. All I think I've gotta do is feed the animals, change clothes and load the car. Whatever's going on with her, Dianne still feels yucky.
11:20PM--I can't EVEN imagine what some people will think about me after tonight...That's hopefully all I'm gonna say....I AM proud of myself for NOT leaving Hershey's when the sh*t went down...Staying took some guts IMO...And *I* was the one who offered the Olive branch...
11:34PM--Monday (Dietle's) can't get here soon enough...BTW, I could swear I talked about this stuff earlier, right here...Anyway, when I got my moment in the spotlight; singing was pretty good, guitar playing? not so much...I gotta start warming up before going out to play somewhere...Like I thought I said earlier, if word of my tantrums get back to the Bandits--and surely it will, they might not give me the time of day much less an audition...I ain't too proud to beg...
FRIDAY 12:31AM--and now just about all I can think about is the Bandits...whenever the audition will be, I intend to be warmed up before I leave the house, optimistically assuming I'll get the chance to audition in the first place...*I* think I'm a little better than recent performances would indicate...
9:55AM--maybe I should assume my chances of being a Bandit have vanished, this way If I get the chance to audition, it will be a pleasant surprise, for which I'll be  EXTREMELY grateful...
12:38PM--the best news I'll hear today--Dianne's second COVID test is negative!!! Which means that she'll be going to Florida with Linda!!! Almost five days of lotsa freedom and almost five nights of sleeping in a strange bed--Dianne's...there's no room for a dog and/or a cat in my bed...
3:28PM--I feel 180° better than I did last night...excited and happy for Dianne, I think she's leaving on Sunday......

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